I have been doing so well lately. I still feel very sensitive to the magnet of the adversary that wants to pull me down. For example, if someone corrects me or I feel I have made a mistake or someone disapproves, I am far more sensitive than I used to be, I get more disappointed in myself and quickly feel intensely discouraged. It's like the lowest point I have been at wants me back. Wants me back so bad! And even tiny things open the door to its magnetic pull. In those magnetizing moments, I remember just how sensitive I am. I remember just how recent my trial is and that I am not out of the woods. That I must keep guard and take care of myself. I can't try to run too fast. I can't expect too much from myself quite yet. For that magnet is strong!