I'm up at 4 am.
Well, I was up at 2…and now it's 4…and I just can't sleep.
I guess I'm gonna get up, eat a cupcake, and journal.
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What?! What is this amazingness!! A treasure trove of…TREASURES… in every one of these cupcakes.
Amazing.
Um!?!! What is that chocolate chip?!! It's like a ganache chocolate chip! What?!!
I'm serious. I need to start a business with that cupcake sweetheart friend of mine, Savvy. Like for reals.
She bakes. I eats. And we're in business.
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So I'm up. And I'm a vision of beauty. A vision of someone that's not sleep deprived and didn't just find out she has a Corneal Ulcer!?!!
For reals?!!
My eye hurt so bad I was moaning. I think I've maxed out on my priesthood blessing requests like…well…I guess you can't. But help me. Help.
My sweet Hadley girl woke me up at 2 am cause she lost her blankie. And boy do I have sympathy for a girl who loses her blankie!
We couldn't find it, so I got her a substitute. And as I walked out the door…"I love you, Mommy."
Deep sigh. Wow.
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But then I couldn't get back to sleep cause I'm constipated.
TMI.
But I guess if you're poisoning your body with meds trying to get stuff figured out well then, there's gonna be some fall out.
I need another bite of cupcake.
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I will fight obesity for the rest of my life because I have become friends with this cupcake girl.